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I am back to ramble about Megatron and Starscream again, because I still feel really insane about them.

I've been specifically thinking about the kind of sex they have. I think it's very violent, and there's a lot of sadomasochism involved. I also do believe Megatron has raped Starscream a few times, but not all of their sex is full on noncon. I do think Starscream has moments where he seeks sexual attention from Megatron, or when Megatron approaches him sexually and Starscream enjoys and welcomes it. They have a weird dynamic in my head where yes, there is abuse, but they also do have attachments to each other so I think even after being abused by Megatron, Starscream has developed some genuine attraction to him and despite it not being healthy, he does gravitate towards Megatron sexually.

And I think, Megatron has his moment where he doesn't feel like being mean. He is, in his own way, endeared by Starscream. So even though he's a horrible, abusive piece of shit, he does have times when he shows some affection. Maybe he's gentle to him, gives him ftercare. I am obsessed with the contrast of abusive relationships having moments of tenderness.